Thursday, July 28, 2011

I always knew, but I didn't want to admit it

Everything happens for a reason. No matter what happens, things will work out the way they are supposed to be, even if it's different than what you expect.
Even though I absolutely didn't want to go to Utah State, I know that's where I'm supposed to be. I guess I sort of always knew I'd be going there, but I didn't want to admit it. I kept thinking "anywhere but USU," but Heavenly Father had a different plan in mind. Now that I know it's the right place for me, I wouldn't want to go anywhere else. People keep telling me, "you're gonna love Utah State," and even though I'm absolutely, positively, terrified, I know that it's just a way to help me grow. My Mom keeps telling me, "things just keep getting better and better." You know what? She's probably right.

Wednesday, July 27, 2011

one of those days

I hate those days when you just feel...blah. why do I feel blah? I have no reason at all! nothing bad happened today. I watched lots of psych, I ate some subway, I wrote 2 missionary letters, I even saw some hilarious magic tricks by the brother and his friend. I shouldn't feel blah, but I just do. It's probably just hormones or something.

Sunday, July 10, 2011

My first Elders!

Today my pals Garrett and Tanner had a double farewell.  It was my first friend farewell, and I actually did a lot better than I thought. I still cried, but I was ok with that. They were amazing. They are going to be incredible missionaries, and I know they are going to make a difference in Tallahassee Florida (Garrett) and Farmington New Mexico (Tanner). I couldn't be more proud. :)